A good day

Monday, December 18th was a good day. It was good because I was reminded of 2 really important things, and I found something I lost a while ago.

I spent the morning with a drill in my mouth at the dentist office. It was exciting, just as always. My favorite part is when you have the rubber dam in your mouth and you need to swallow but you just....can't. I love it! Its a thrill every time. Its almost as fun as having half of your mouth frozen for a good chunk of the day. Oh bliss.

I drove home and read and showered and such and then spent the rest of the afternoon with Caitlin. We chatted, ate, checked out some sweet (and some "stupid") guitars and a pawn shop and some other stuff. During one of our conversations she said "Worry is sin." Well, I have been living in that sin for a week or so, and yesterday she totally exposed some of the ways I had been thinking for what they really were, Worry and Doubt. I didn't even realize it either. That was an awesome and much needed reminder! Spending the day with her was really good, I appreciate her a lot.

Then I went cleaning which was wonderful. I like that job. Glen is a funny man. His Sean Paul impressions are astounding, and I don't think I will ever forget the time I was all alone in Kelseys cleaning the back, and as I am looking down the hall, a lemon all of a sudden rolls around the corner. It was one of the strangest sights I have ever sighted. No Joke, completely random out of nowhere. Then 5 seconds later Glen's mug pokes out from behind the wall with a huge grin on his face. "Dat Lemon! She rolls a goooood!" I had no Idea he had even come in! What times...

Brandon and I went for a Jog and talked, we jogged for a k or so. Then we got back to my car and I hopped on the top and he leaned against it and we both just checked out the stars. It was an amazing night last night. And thats what I found that I had lost. I lost the peace that comes with just sitting still for a few minutes. I hadn't done that for a while, and I was hurting for it. It was so good to know that God is big and there and beyond my littleness.

gotta go!

KP