The issue...

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding,
In all your ways aknowledge him and he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5,6

What is so tricky about this is that I feel like I have to understand how to trust him before I can trust him. Aaaaaaah.... do you see the problem there? I am supposedly not to lean on my own understanding! But how do I trust then? Oooooh this is a tricky one. If I can take my brain out of the situation entirely and stop trying to understand this will seem easy enough! But man, that can be hard.

Straight paths. How wondrous would that be? Wooooweeee! I'd like some of them right now!

School is winding down, about 4 weeks left. several essays are due before then, which is what I set out to do just now. Perhaps with a little grace I shall accomplish the task at hand.

Even when it sucks life is still an adventure, full of battles and dreams and joy and pain and trials and rest. And when this story is over, Just like C.S. Lewis says, we shall begin a new adventure that goes on and on forever in which every chapter is better than the last.

Just let that sink in....

May I fix my eyes on eternity and never look back!