Yikes

Ho wow am I angry right now! Sheesh! Its kinda frightening. I feel like yelling or screaming or something. I just had a great talk with my buddy Jared, he is a great guy, and we went and rocked out on some drums and guitar, played some worship music, it was awesome.

But I'm still angry. Why?
Lessons I don't want to learn?
Learning to accept I am not as strong or mature as I think I am. I do NOT want to learn these things, and I seem to be unable to accept it. I want to be mature now. I don't want to be disciplined or work through it. MAN! AAAA!
It's like I don't even know how to be humble. Its like come ON, Kaleb!
Graciously accept Gods goodness. Be satisfied with him!
Why is that so hard!?!
And when I can't, I get angry at myself.
man...


I think that for camp this summer I am going to build a mini golf course. Oh...yeeeeaaaah. That should be good.

Anyway.

Kaleb out.